Thursday, March 14, 2013

My Thoughts

Words spread across a sheet 
But when you look underneath
You see me
Deep in thought
Forget everything you been taught
Because my words aren't really words
They are my thoughts
So as you read this for a moment you know what I was thinking
As that sink in
Lose yourself and become me
So If you're me
Am I you???
Confusing right
Well my mind is the confusing type


The pen drinks ink
But it is with my blood and tears I write
Sometimes I'm wrong when I think I'm right
Sometimes I make a left when I should of made a right
Sometimes my mind goes blank and I have nothing to write
I come to a dead end
And go dead in
Losing myself so at the same time losing you
I have nothing to prove to you
I only have to prove to myself my sanity
Sometimes my subconscious
Does not subside deep enough
So it's easy for it to become my conscious action

To better understand my thoughts I try to break them down to fractions
Take away the pain with subtraction
Problems always multiply
But every now and then I'm thrown a little success
I try to never forget I'm blessed
Then again never say never
But at the same time don't ever say forever
Even forever can end tomorrow
So today being today
I'm going to enjoy this day
Tomorrow may never come
So I might never get the chance
To tell her that she is the one
Sorry, It's crazy how my mind always slip to her
But you're in my mind so let me help you picture her
First all you see is darkness
Try to focus your vision
Now you see a smile that can bring light to any situation
Then you see her eyes
The more you look into them,

The more you get confused
See her eyes and smile are infused
But they tell two different stories
One tells a story of pain and anguish
The other tells a tale of happiness and angels
So which do you go off of neither...
If you judge her only by her appearance
In her soul you'll never gain clearance
See she then fought with the devil
She got the scars to prove it
But she had God's grace so she got through it
So now that's why she smile to prove it
But at the same time Looking in her eyes
You can see she fears her demise
A woman that's afraid to fail
And knows what it take to win
Her problems only made her stronger
She'll give her all before she ever give up
So when she love she give her heart
Although she never receives enough
Now it's no longer easy for her to lose herself
She then been through it all,

So she's never eager to ask for help
What type of woman is this???
You ask your self
A woman worth loving
A woman worth my time and my anger
A woman worth everything
And knowing her worth she wants nothing in exchange but the same
This woman has no name
She is just a figment of my imagination
I think it is best that you leave my thoughts imagining her
So this is the end of your visit
Thanks you for listening...

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