Words

I can take pain up to torture
I can deal with the abuse
I can deal with loneliness
Solitude is actually preferred 
I can't deal with the words
It's not the negative words that get to me though
Its words like "I Love You"
Those words cut the deepest
Because even though I know you lying
For some reason I want to believe you
Especially If I know I love you
You make me second guess myself
When you say things like that
Like maybe I don't love myself enough to believe you
But in reality I know I love myself too much to believe you

Words do the most damage
See physical pain go away
But them words stay
I can live through the pain
But it's hard to live with a broken heart
Especially when you deny it's even broken
I try to hide the pain behind my smile
The worse the pain means the wider my smile
See pain hurt but them words cut deeper
The truth hurts... Them lies kill...
They kill all types of relations
They kill trust
And each lie you told had the potential to kill us

I Gave My Heart To A Temptress

She hid truth behind her lies

Pain behind her eyes

And pleasure between her thighs

It was she who caught my eyes

It was then that I realized

As lovely as she

Love was she

And deeply in love was me

Because her pure essence consoled me

Her desires controlled me

She loved me too

From her deceitful lips she told me

The Wolf And The Sheep

Somehow the wolf became laid up with the sheep

She wonders if God still hears her weep

She'll be the first to admit that she's weak

For she know God is a Sheppard over the meek

So how did she end up with one

From a different fold

She doesn't know

Probably after she lost patience

And it seems there he was waiting

So ready to fall

She fell without guidance

To catch her she was relying,

On him, But he was lying

Due to false circumstances of trust

Instead of landing in love

She found herself surrounded by lust

State Property

Life is a Chicago Winter

Cold and cruel

Get dropped by some young fool

His mindset was fuck a job

Fuck school

Now he behind bars

What a fool

He right where our grandfathers' masters wanted me

Lock down with chains in a penitentiary

For killing his own kind

What a misery

"Misery- The state of suffering and want

As a result of physical circumstance

Or extreme poverty"